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I read this and felt such sorrow for young Evelyn. I can’t imagine what this must have been like. Hopefully the act of writing it down on your own terms is cathartic in some way.

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Cathartic is the right word, yes. I'm sort of hoping my little series might help some others too, one never knows.

But it's certainly cathartic to take back control over the narrative, even if what's done is done and cannot be changed.

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I'm glad you had your grandparents to become your real parents... if that convoluted sentence made any sense.

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Yes, it does make sense! And I was nice to know that once upon a time I was loved. This is important for survival purposes actually, seeing as in the first year of life if you are looked after then you know you are worth something, you have self-esteem, and connecting with that core is what gets you through. Love, in other words, does indeed cure all.

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So I guess the Beatles got something right. 😉

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or Philip Larkin?

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I had to look him up. Yes, he does say it better (and what's more, he said it first!). Thank you for pointing him out to me.

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I love you Evie Devie Doo

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