Katrina's Journal, 12 January 2022
Another journey by train, to a fine city; & a little neuroscience
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Evie’s note: I have had to redact some of this entry because Katrina started giving away too many spoilers again. She did it before and she’ll probably do it again, regardless of what I say. I have however left a few things in, which doesn’t by any means tell you everything and you’ll still be speculating. She wanted to talk about this neuroscience research that she’s foolishly gotten herself involved in, so I will at least allow her to briefly mention that. But when it comes to our Katrina, nothing is ever really what it seems.
Whether the neuroscience itself reveals any of that, well, who knows, eh?
And I haven’t redacted the bit where she mentions Etta, because she’ll be playing her part soon enough. Likewise I’ve allowed her to briefly mention Katyusha.
I may do a paid-only behind the scenes at a later date which will go into some of the spoilery stuff that I’ve edited out of this one…
Oh bugger and woe is me! Don Pepe’s is no more! I should’ve remembered this, to be honest, as Jose and Maria retired in my world too around this time. Apparently now it has been transformed into a Basque restaurant. Don Txoko, it’s called. Well, I like that kind of cuisine, so we may have to scope the place out.
Of course it looks like Jose and Maria got out in the nick of time, before your Covid thing started decimating Britain’s small businesses. Especially restaurants. But then it wasn’t ‘Covid’ that did that, was it? It was your ‘government’. Well, that’s what you get for voting Tory. They delight, intentionally, in destroying small businesses. Any excuse will do. And yet so many stupid people still seem to fall for the idea that the Tories are the party of business and they can be trusted to be competent on the economy.
But I am going to restrain myself from yet another diatribe. I’m sure you wouldn’t want to hear it.
View of Ely Cathedral (c.1796) by J. M. W. Turner
I am writing this little entry to you on the train to Norwich, which as you know is a fine city. As I did mention our reason for this little trip is to make full use of the UEA Sportspark, which has a 50m pool. That way I can record some initial PBs for future reference. I will, as I also mentioned, probably be returning here within the next few weeks to record some qualifying times for this Edinburgh International swim meet in March. Unless some of the ones I record over the next few days are already good enough. If they are, then because at this stage they wouldn’t raise too many eyebrows this will play down my chances and mischievously enable me to take everyone by surprise. Ha ha!
And of course I have the added pressure of doing something about this Operation John Thomas crap.
Anyhow, I do have some homework to be getting on with whilst this privatised rail franchise-monopoly shoddily transports us to the aforementioned fine city of Norwich. Specifically, this is all about neuroscience. As I likewise may have mentioned earlier I am participating as a subject in some cool research at the Neuroscience Department at Cambridge, on account of my dissociative condition (no, it’s not a disorder, Malcolm, it’s a syndrome). Aside from studying what happens to the brain during dissociative experiences, it also has great relevance for consciousness studies. I do, after all, have multiple consciousnesses within this pretty little head of mine. So where are they, in neuroanatomical terms, whilst I am in control of this body, along with this pre-frontal cortex, and they are cavorting about our internal world? And what happens to me when someone else takes over the controls? And which bit of the brain lights up when one of us visits the memory palace? I reckon it’s not as simple as ‘well it’s obviously lodged in the hippocampus, silly!’. And then there’s my entire internal world to consider, in which all my alters reside. And yes, they are indeed doing their own thing whilst I’m doing mine in this outer world.
As you can imagine, these are all seriously cool questions!
And I for one am seriously intrigued.
And personally, I reckon things are going to go totally X-files.
Anyway, they have done some preliminary scans just to get my baseline. They explicitly told me not to dissociate, which did not go down well with Etta, I can tell you. She’s the mischievous one. Even though I told her she’ll be able to have a go in the MRI machine later, so long as she doesn’t think about quenching, she spent the entire time lurking just beneath the surface. What that does to my baselines we’ll find out in due course.
They were a little nervous about putting me in the machine just in case any of my alters suffer from claustrophobia. I’m sure some of them do, according to Katyusha… [this is an edited bit] …Katyusha, in case you were wondering, […] is our Queen Mother. She looks after everyone.
But this will have to be a story for another time.
I reassured the research team that I personally am not claustrophobic and will enjoy the experience, depending on what they want me to think about. So they gave me a moderate list of fairly ordinary stuff to contemplate whilst I was being scanned. Etta got totally bored by it, though, until they got me to think about sex for a few minutes…
Hmm. It suddenly strikes me I haven’t really told you about all of this yet, have I? Well, I promise to do so at some point.
[She was going to tell you, in this journal entry, but as I say I censored it for being too spoilery. I may uncensor it at a later date…]
If you want to follow my homework then this research paper is the one they started me off with. It’s essentially a review paper of all the MRI studies carried out to date on people with MPD. It has quite an extensive list of references (with links), which they told me to peruse at my leisure. In the paper I linked to, feel free to skip to the discussion section (part 4), where it goes through the various bits of the brain that are more or less active in MPD compared to the controls. And it is true that it’s not just separated bits of the hippocampus (memory storage – for once your Willypedia isn’t too bad on this topic). There are various other parts of the brain involved in the dissociative process. One thing I did suggest to them is that we compare some of this stuff to similar MRI studies on people capable of deep trance or meditation. One prevailing theory about MPD, after all, is that the dissociation is in fact a form of using self-hypnosis to immediately enter a deep trance. Well, we shall definitely be exploring that.
As you can imagine – and forgive me if I go into ‘my world’s better than your world’ patronising mode here (even though it’s true) – our world is far more advanced than yours when it comes to neuroscience, and therefore psychology and anthropology/human evolution. This is because once the Lizzies got into government in 2003 part of their science funding was all about these subjects. In your world, because you do not have a socialist system, you effectively have limited funds available for research, especially research involving scanning technology. I am a huge fan of fMRI which is why I basically leapt at the chance to do all this study. The problem is that not only have your universities effectively been starved of funding (the bad guys really don’t want people to know stuff, believe me), but every time they use a fMRI machine it costs them dearly. And that is true even here in Cambridge. In my world, our Cambridge effectively has unlimited funding.
It's the same with our medical care, by the way. If you, as a patient, need a scan, of any kind, then you will get one. The entire medical system in our Britannia is publicly owned, so any money that may be spent remains within our real economy. Besides, it’s mostly just electricity anyway, and that’s free at the point of use. In your world, sorry – think you have a cancer and early detection might save your life? Tough. Costs too much. Besides, you’re just a serf. If you don’t work you don’t get medical care. Yep, that’s a threat. It’s called coercive control. So get back to work, eh, slave?
There is another reason for all that. You see, by now, you should’ve had a revolution in neuroscience, just as we had. This means we understand ourselves. And we understand ourselves, as human beings, in direct contrast to the monsters who still govern your world. We know that normal human beings are morally good, for example, because neuroscience proves it. And you can’t have this neuroscience without fMRI. The monsters, naturally, really, really don’t want you to have the opportunity to carry out fMRI studies comparing their brains with a control of a normal human. Because if you did that, you would immediately start thinking of these creatures as a separate species, which is what they really are. Their brains, put simply, are not wired up the same way. And brains govern behaviour. So we do, indeed, classify them as a separate species. Hominid, sure, but separate.
Our taxonomy and understanding of species is not purely physical, or biological, like yours is. The mental side of things is equally important. Likewise, our evolutionary specialists are not obsessed with sex, like your Victorian types still are. Reproduction is not the most important underlying motivation for a species. It’s just incidental, actually. But I digress.
Some anthropologists hypothesise that we shared a common ancestor, maybe a million years ago, or whenever it was that one group of proto-humans learned to control fire whilst the other group did not. Once you control fire, the rate of evolution drastically accelerates, such that even if it took only a few thousand years for the non-firestarting group to meet the firestarters, the firestarters would’ve been effectively a different species by then. The difference is fear. Once you know how to control fire, then there is no longer anything in nature that can scare you. All those predators no longer matter. If a group of you wave burning torches at it and scream and stuff, that predator will run away and seek an easier prey. That, believe me, is the most profound moment in the entire of human history. The realisation that there is nothing to be scared of anymore.
Maybe you could call it utopia.
But the other group, who would eventually become the monsters, did not experience this epiphany. They were still governed by fear. Yes, still physically compatible if we’re talking about interbreeding, but mentally, no. Not compatible. If you want to understand your monsters it really is that simple – they are entirely governed by fear. They are spiritually immature. And they understand normal humans very well – that which is socially disruptive and a threat, that which is evil, will be ostracised. They know this, and that is the fundamental reason why they need and seek money and power and influence – because it makes them feel safe.
And they truly hate humanity.
Perhaps you think this is a conspiracy theory? Well, you haven’t seen the fMRI scans from some of our residents of Broadmoor. Like Thatcher and Rothschild. And you haven’t compared them to normal people.
We have.
Hmm. I wasn’t supposed to go into a diatribe. Still, it’s important to get it out there.
Your privatised rail network is fucking shit. Do you know that? Of course you know that. So stop voting for fuckers who aren’t going to take it back into public ownership, like what should also happen with the banking system and the money supply.
And every other public good, for that matter. Only today the bastards are talking about high energy bills for another two years.
And don’t even ask how much these bloody train tickets cost! It’s free where I come from!
Grrr!
Uh-oh, I spy a mask-Nazi. Also known as a train conductor.
Hah! I have an exemption, mask-Nazi! Fuck you!
We’re just coming past Ely. Oh what a wonderful cathedral.
No! I’m not being sarcastic!
Still, homework beckons. Time to end this entry.
Wish me well in the fine city of Norwich, readers dearest. Wish me well!
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HI Evelyn,
I like your paragraph on fire a lot.
In all your reading and research have you ever dug into the pre-Great Flood history of the Annunaki and the sky-Gods, which are THE SOURCE of all of the EVIL that has stalked humanity for thousands of years, and their philosophy is summed up as the Crown Monarchy System of totalitarianism, which states there are rulers and slaves, and that the rulers get their power from the exercise of the principle Might is Right, and the Annunaki's ruling classes had a kingship system that extended worldwide, they enslaved humanity, who worshipped them as man-gods, as dieties, because they were an advanced group that kept the slaves in ignorance, hunger and weakness.
All of the Biblical stories as repeated in Judaism's Old Testament, the Christians New Testament, and the Muslims Q'uran, are all sourced from the stories of the ancient Annunaki, as were written down in the Sumerian texts in the Sumer Empire, which is the source of EVERYTHING.
The real evil is that the Hebrews copied it all, wrote it down in the Old Testament, changed the names around to hide it, but their man Noah, known in other empires by different names, was an Annunaki high priest, and it is from him that they claim all rights for the descendants of all the monarchies, some of which became the Israelites and the priestly classes of Zion, all the descendants of Moses, which are the true Zionists, and they all fly the flag of Zion and use all the ancient symbols which are not Roman, they are not Greek, they are not Egyptian, they are not Babylonian, they are not Sumerian. Every last sign and symbol used by the monarchies, bankers, billionaires, and the Roman Catholic Church, the Jews and the Islamists, the Indians, the Chinese, all come from the Annuanki era.
All of it.
The Israelites invented monotheism based on the Annunaki's supreme king and ruler, Anu, and this is where the cult of Yahweh originated - and the Sumerian texts tell us this ancient king had the power and implemented the Great Flood in the first great genocide, to wipe out mankind, and the reason - because we kept resisting being slaves and were 'over populating' the earth - read fighting back.
By inventing the single god and spreading monotheism, they created the doctrine of kings as being the right from god!!!! But it is the right that tracks back to the ancients who claimed to have descended from Noah, and therefore the priestly classes of the Annunaki-from which all kings came. A clever deception by the monotheists.
The evil is the Crown Monarchy System and its doctrine of totalitarianism, rulers and slaves.
Which keeps changing names and forms but remains the same with the principles applied.
It is what has become a massive tribe and Empire of Evil today.
While the Crown Monarchy System post Great Flood birthed many empires and emperors worldwide, who have spent thousands of years in perpetual wars trying to be number one and dominate the entire earth, it is the Zionist Imperial Empire, the hidden empire within, that has become the victor of the perpetual wars - because they worked out a new doctrine that created the ability to profit from everything everywhere and to enslave peoples and nations - and that is the Money Monopoly, with its refinement of central banking - that is the supreme weapon, but the. mulitinationals system of global Monopoly Capitalism goes hand in hand with this.
The invention of the League of Nations, post WW1, the start of the Neo-Monarchies order of International Institutions for ramping up and rolling out World Communism, this has deceived humanity into believing we are no longer living in a monarchy order, but in truth we are - they just shape shifted and name changed and put another layer between the Zion Imperial Cult members that really run the show - by creating the United Nations swamp with the Bretton Woods Conference in 1944, whose real name was, which gives way who they are, the United Nations Monetary and Financial Conference - the Zionist bankers!!! But as Frances Leader often points out to people - the bankers work for the monarchies! Because they manage the money and the gold.
The order of power is monarchies, bankers and billionaires. The billionaires are the bitches of the bankers, and the bankers are the bitches of the monarchies - and altogether they make up the Zion Imperial Empire - the true deep state - with a myriad of institutions that they control.
I turned up on your page here because I wanted to leave you a note to say you are the first person I have come across that has stated the conclusion I came to myself only recently, less than a year ago, that Britain is an OCCUPIED NATION, and sadly I realized late in 2023 that my home, Australia, is equally a slave colony of the Zionist Imperial Empire, which is the occupying force - to which many refer to it as a ZOG, Zionist Occupied Government - but that truly understates the problem and the reality - because it is not the Jews, who are equally used as useful idiots - it's the cabal of monarchies, bankers, and billioinaires all working together for World Communism, the enslavement of all mankind, and the genocide of the majority.
I like the way you think.
Cheers,
Ivan